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pepperkeibuu) wrote2013-09-18 12:20 am
pepperkeibuu) wrote2013-09-18 12:20 am
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I find it hard to believe when some people say I have a perfect life.
Seriously? What makes you think I have?
I may look happy at all times but I'm not. Really. Maybe depending on the situation...but mostly I'm frustrated with my life and my achievements and all that shit.
I just act happy because I don't want to worry people with my problems...and I'm not really vocal with feelings. Never was. e__e);;
I end up crying before I even start to express what I feel.
I learned from mistakes. I had a lot.
I have a few unsettled issues with myself and trust around some people.
Seriously? What makes you think I have?
I may look happy at all times but I'm not. Really. Maybe depending on the situation...but mostly I'm frustrated with my life and my achievements and all that shit.
I just act happy because I don't want to worry people with my problems...and I'm not really vocal with feelings. Never was. e__e);;
I end up crying before I even start to express what I feel.
I learned from mistakes. I had a lot.
I have a few unsettled issues with myself and trust around some people.
Nobody's perfect so stop saying I have a perfect life e______e);;;
in the other side of this feels tonight...
can you stop confuzzling my kokoro? idk man.