pepperkeibuu: (【あきらxゆーの 】→キラキラ Everytime)
 I have a lot of feels for this past 2 and a half year and i'm wasn't actually expecting to post anything. 
All I wanted is to actually graduate and get a job. 

Never thought the past 2 and a half year was actually going to be fun and actually mature from all these experiences. 
Lol I know, I still act like a kid...(a brat) sometimes but I think after shifting to another course made me act more mature?
I may not show it but I know I matured in a lot of stuffs

and actually graduating is something I've been wanting for what...? almost 6 years in college? lskdjfag adding 2 more years in College wasn't the right idea of fun but i really learned a lot and I am getting emotional right now.... crap. T__T) and I'm marching on stage on 2014 not this October but I'm already feeling crap already what more on March?! slkjlkgjakjg....

I did say I am a very sentimental person sooo...yeah I tend to cling onto people and stuffs sooo yeah It makes me really sad that I won't be able to hangout with my friends whom I spent my 2 and half years with almost everyday. It's going to be a big adjustment to me again.. Hnggh.. 


I don't think I'm even making sense in this post anymore. 
pepperkeibuu: (Default)
 I find it hard to believe when some people say I have a perfect life. 

Seriously? What makes you think I have? 
I may look happy at all times but I'm not. Really.  Maybe depending on the situation...but mostly I'm frustrated with my life and my achievements and all that shit.  
I just act happy because I don't want to worry people with my problems...and  I'm not really vocal with feelings. Never was. e__e);; 
I end up crying before I even start to express what I feel.  

I learned from mistakes. I had a lot.

I have a few unsettled issues with myself and trust around some people. 


Nobody's perfect so stop saying I have a perfect life e______e);;;  

in the other side of this feels tonight...

can you stop confuzzling my kokoro? idk man. 




 




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