I honestly don't know how to start this post because the five days before this concert was a huge emotional roller coaster ride for not only me but the whole family but anyway I'm not gonna go into that because ...personal issue/story. wwwww SO skipping over to Saturday and the crap load promises and service this organizers did it was a SO-SO concert. Initially, our ticket were entitled to a perk; A sound check (or Rehearsal pass) OR Press Conference and a so called FAST PASS but yeah we weren't able to use ANY of that perks because 1) they sent late email confirmations 2) they didn't provide adequate information on what time the rehearsal will start 3) everything is just messed up that even fansite unnies are getting pissed. They only let fans in when the whole rehearsal was almost over and not all artists weren't even in the rehearsals. (inc Bangtan so yeah I spared myself from getting disappointed there)

Bottom line, the only perk we enjoyed was that our ticket is 1k less expensive than the original prize and that our section isn't THAT crowded. 8\

( Moving on to the concert itself )

Okay, visited Korea for the first time in forever. HALLELUIAH and I never came back the same person again. Nope, I'm just kidding. But seriously I learned some things there that I never knew I'd end up bring home here. So here ya go~~  

Btw, these aren't in any order...they are just thrown here randomly. (i'm not even bothering to put this in a cut because YOLO)

1. FEED YOUR SKIN

I honestly didn't care much about skin care prior to leaving for Korea but I got brainwashed when I was there. I used to just do a facial wash-moisturizer (and sometimes toner/facial mask) type of routine but noooo~ Korea changed that routine. I came home getting more concerned with my skin condition especially after seeing how many steps Korean people have for their daily skin routine. Since coming back home I've started doing a short facial wash-toner-serum/essence-moisturizer routine and I'm actually liking the results. ;__________; I kind of (sorta) regret not hoarding more skin products back in Myeongdong huhu 

Plus I think I'm in love with Korea beauty products than Japanese now....huhu I used to be an avid fan of Japanese make up, yep...totally brainwashed. 

P.S HAND CREAM HANDCREAM HANDCREAM. I kinda got used to rubbing my hands with a hand cream because the weather in Korea was so cold and my whole body was drying up so I had to put on hand cream like...what every two hours...and that kinda stuck on me for a week....until It became a habit now. ;( 

2. MESSY AT NIGHT CLEAN BY DAY

I don't know if it's just by night or....in Myeongdong or its just me being a judge-y little tiny tourist but Myeongdong at night left me...speechless. I mean the Exit 6 was filled with mountain of trashes like mini payatas pile of discarded food plates, drinks, pet bottles etc. I was actually wondering if those pile of trash would still be there tomorrow when I come back but when I was wrong. Myeongdong was so clean almost...like Singapore loljk. It looked like no piles of trash ever happened the night before. Okay, this is Miya being too amused and ....SOBS I just wish that happened here in this ....country. 

3. YOU GOTTA LOVE ONDOLS DURING WINTER. 

NO JOKE. If I fell in love with Singapore's MRT and Japan's Tokyo Banana's....I feel in love with Korea's ONDOL System (like holy crap what is this sorcery type of love.) I literally laid and yelled at my siblings and parents when they tried to step on the flooring with their shoes on. They thought I was crazy when I said I was lying on the floor and actually got scolded for it (it sucks to be scolded when you're already half fifty but meh)  turns out the floor was heated and I never looked at floors the same way ever again. Home restaurants have ondols too and it felt really nice and cozy. TuT Best thing ever especially on cold Winter nights. b(TuT)b

4. NOT ALL YOUR OPPAS ARE FAMOUS IN KOREA

Sure they may sound famous internationally but the competition within their country is TIGHT like seriously. I asked some people around and not everyone knew who BTS espcially our tour guide. She knew some famous groups from the big 3 like SUJU, EXO, BigBang, 2ne1, Girls Gen but she wasn't familiar with BTS. I felt kinda sad but....hey I heard Butterfly and Run in Nandaemun NR so kekeke I'm really really proud. 

5. NEVER GO TO FAMOUS TOURIST SPOT AND WANDER AROUND ....ALONE. 

Did I mention couples here are reallllllllllllly affectionate with each other like....face eating affectionate....in public. Cringe worthy? Yes. Very uncomfortable? Yes. Did I freak out? No. I was walking around the Observatory deck in Namsan trying to take a proper city photo alone at one corner then couples keep standing beside me taking kissy selcas like omg can i have a decent peace at this side without hearing any smacks or...yeah for at least a couple of mins? ;___;

 LORD I PROMISE I AM NOT GOING BACK HERE ALONE. Next time, I'm bring my boyfriend. ...soon to be....uhm.. yeah just....not alone okay. . I couldnt help but imagine how affectionate the dorks would be though ugh. 


6. MRT STATIONS AND DISCIPLINE

STAIRS. LOTS AND LOTS OF STAIRS. Even Ahjummas and Ahjusshis can climb faster than my parents and they're atleast 10 years younger than the Ahjummas taking the subways. I cry. But travelling by Subway is really nice....but I should probably try the bus when I go back. Discipline wise....it could be really crowded but at least they fall in line properly unlike here....:\ 


7. HISTORICAL MONUMENTS AND OTHER PLACES. 

What I like about Seoul is that it's surrounded by mountains and the historical places are well kept around the city. Its nice and I appreciated the culture and the whole place in general. Even the Koreans themselves still appreciate them, take good care of everything and still visit the palaces with their families and friends. 

8. KOREAN FOOD. 

I gotta put this in. My digestion for the whole week was really good and I felt really healthy with all the vegetables and meats. They were all balanced. PLUS My brothers and I fell in love with seaweed to the point that we're actually looking for Korean marts here. and I gotta throw in the Banana yogurt milk I MISS YOU. :( In conclusion Korean food is one of the bests asian foods out there that I ended up loving. I learned how to eat spicy food too but......I still have a long way to go. 

.....Gonna end it here for now probably gonna add more stuffs when I remember them but for now....I leave it up to here~. 

I think I need to write this down because I need to let out my post concert feels. 

Okay, attended the Bangtan Boys or BTS's first live concert THE RED BULLET TRILOGY EPISODE II last Sunday despite the bad weather because....I CAN'T LET THIS CHANCE SLIP AWAY. I had too many regrets with EXO so I didn't want this to be another thing to add up in the list of regrets I had the past 2 years ( JUMP included)  So I was seated at the Lower A with my cousin and my friends were all scattered in different seats but nevertheless we were all together there in TRB Manila. 

It's actually my first concert in 4 years so I was expecting a LOT  (well not really....maybe just a little) and I wasn't disappointed. Everything was just......just perfect. I want to cry. The view from my seat was good enough although thinking back now...I should have bought a better seat because I wasn't even able to see their faces that much but THANK YOU LED SCREEN. (yep, definitely buying better seats next time)

The sea of yellow light was really pretty too T w T)b even though it wasn't the sea of yellow light I wasn't hoping to be part of I'm really glad I was because the concert venue was glowing yellow and it'll be forever burned in my head. I'm just glad now I was there to see it. Stage, lighting and fireworks were really nice and I'm starting to sound like I'm doing a movie review but ughh... like I said it was perfect. T__T I enjoyed everything. Every single second of the concert. There wasn't a dull moment with the boys. 

The boys were just so adorable and hyper throughout the show like literally. They were running from one end to another not missing a single corner. I'm actually glad they tried their very best to speak in english to try and communicate better with the fans. They sang live and even made the fans sing with them huhu. Jhope did the Touch my body dance while he was seated, Jin and Suga lost in rock paper scissors and had to do an aegyo and I think I prolly blanked out for a few seconds because LSKDJGLKA URGHH... no JIN YOU'RE NOT MY BIASjk.  Cypher was just too damn awesome and tiring that I had to sit down and take a deep breath for the rapper line (felt like I was the one rapping but) Jungkook looked so pogi ...EVERYONE DID. 


The dance choreo was on point and definitely better during live and I think lost my sanity when they all did those hip rolls and yeah...Jimin flashing abs (they looked so tiny from my seat)  HUHUH. and maybe screamed everything that I had to say to this and that person and didn't expected to say to this and that person too At some point I threw my light stick somewhere and realize that I was no longer holding it  a couple of minutes after lol TwT.

And...and  I'll probably won't even forget Tae's x100000 "Mahal ko kayo" until he got dragged back to the backstage by Jimjim and his "Yesterday I ate halo-halo...delishoows!!....Halo-Halo!!" . LSKDJGLKAJ ADORABLE CHILD I SWEAR. Lemme bring you home TwT

......basically everything...... I won't forget everything T__T 

I have one regret though. I DIDNT BRING BOSOMAN (aka my powershot cam) uhuhu when these babies come back I'm bring him along HEH I need memories for the next episode and I'm getting better seats because ljlkjalkjsg I NEED TO SEE THEM BETTER. I DIDN"T EVEN BRING MY GLASSES SO I WAS SQUINTING THE WHOLE TIME T____________T lol especially during the Ending VCR and BTS showing the ARMYs their messages because I couldn't read anything LMFAO. The girls beside, infront and behind me were all crying and I was like... wait I can't read a thing why are you guys crying?? (I was already ready to hand them some tissue because they weren't just crying. THEY WERE BAWLING and I didn't know what to do) 

After the concert, I think I love BTS more than I have since I started following them huhu ...babieees see you soon again please!! T_T

EDIT: THIS IS 7 MONTHS AFTER THE CONCERT BTW

I CANT REMEMBER WATCHING THEIR TOMORROW PERFORMANCE HAHAHHAAH IM SO SORRY. I feel so bad I prolly had a mental shut down because Propose was just LKDSJGLKAJ moment for me. 

 I find it hard to believe when some people say I have a perfect life. 

Seriously? What makes you think I have? 
I may look happy at all times but I'm not. Really.  Maybe depending on the situation...but mostly I'm frustrated with my life and my achievements and all that shit.  
I just act happy because I don't want to worry people with my problems...and  I'm not really vocal with feelings. Never was. e__e);; 
I end up crying before I even start to express what I feel.  

I learned from mistakes. I had a lot.

I have a few unsettled issues with myself and trust around some people. 

Nobody's perfect so stop saying I have a perfect life e______e);;;  

in the other side of this feels tonight...

can you stop confuzzling my kokoro? idk man. 




 

 ah crap. 

Seriously it's either I'm going blind or I really can't understand you. 

I just need to confirm something heh..
 
I don't want any false assumptions...

and I don't know how to approach this 


fuck I am like Misaki in KWMS right now....






DROPS AND ROLLS. K.

 So we had our ENight a.k.a Awards Night last friday and uh....I actually got elected as one of the org presidents (a.k.a my course HRDM) for the upcoming school year. I am honestly not sure about this....because I still have doubts in myself but...there are things I want to try and prove myself. I needed to step out of my comfort zone and try to do something worthwhile....so maybe this is it.  ;w; #anongnaachievemongayong21kana

Let's just hope these kids will be good and won't give me any problems. 

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let's not put any meaning to it can we? ;///; 

i-it was just a congratulatory gift. right?

BUT....what does kung fu hustle have to do with that alkjdgjg...../headdesks

lol it's just funny how I can advise people and help figure out things for them but when it comes to myself I get stuck....and I can't even advice anything to myself.... /facepalm. 

Somehow I managed to do something good this year 2012 just like I wished in my 2011 Time Capsule.. Hopefully, I can do more stuffs this coming year. Yosh! Let's do this! 2013 \o/

AND THIS... LOL
holiday love meme 2012
my thread here

 OKAY. Got elected as the 3rd year Rep in the Local Council in Business Ad on a whim by a friend who was an officer  asdgklgf 




and I can't refuse because they already decided to put me up for the slot and I think the Dean already approved AAAAAAA





I DO NOT KNOW WHAT TO DO. 3,2,1 Panic!!!